life. sucks.
i am so fucking bored. i could be doing something with michelle, who wanted to hang out, but how bout no. maybe it's the day or something, but i just don't feel like doing anything right now. is it the weather? or has this friendship fallen even further apart? while her and stephanie get even closer. *sigh* but i could really care less, or as lauryn says: "this is my face caring" and then she has a strait face, no expression to it sort of like this :| not caring at all. im probably the only person who thinks that's funny. i know what a loser.
trevor said he's going to come to my house. and he's at the library right now. and im home alone. and my house is close to the library. and im kind of scared. but he's with andrew and chris and alex (who also lives down the block from me and might now where i live, maybe not the house, but i think he knows the block) and i think all of them would have to come and then they would ring my doorbell or something and then like run away. but i doubt any of them can run fast. the other day andrew was saying he would do that if he was to come by my house and i was like where are you going to hide? there's no place to hide really around my house. and then i was just like jackass. and that is what he is. but the other thing is, i just realized, is that if i am here, in the computer room i am able to see people coming and they would be able to see me too (maybe, i have the light on) and that wouldnt be good for them if they were going to ring and run. and now i am just kind of rambling on again as i usually do, but im bored as i had said before.
too bad caitlin isn't here, but of course, she has to have fucking ccd. ugh. i hate her so much (jk) then i wouldn't be as scared. oh well. but we had tons of fun bugging andrew the other day. it is so easy to get him pissed off and annoyed. and it is also fun.
oh no. i forgot today beth treatened me. i just tried to take off the tag from her coachbag (shes such a fucking poser!!!! she has a coachbag and she also tries to be punk saying she likes punk bands and were fox racing shit and knowing punk things. yeah beth, the coach bag really helps your image. i could just stab her!!! it just really pisses me off) and then she caught me trying to take the tag and said im going to whip your ass. i said "ooh im really scared. your gonna beat my ass. oooh." and she was like "fuck you" or something like that and i was just like back at you but i didn't say it. and then as we where leaving to go home from our lockers she said she was going to kick my ass or something and i was like whatever. beth, beth, beth, beth. do you know what you are getting yourself into?? do you?? i think not.
im so tired right now. lackadasical. that's such a cool word. found it at imood.com an that's what im feeling right now. something to do with being without energy or feeling, something like that. i was just like whatever cool word, i feel like that now. so cool.
ahh... so tired.
*yawns*
i think i should just stop tying now. i have to go look up some aar song that i like. drive away i think it's called.
buh-bye (like the stewardess people on the planes -- ever see that on snl? funny shit)

Hey Hey
woo hoo. one more new blog. well i just made it cause i actually had nothing to do. well, that's kind of not true. i have homework to do, but oh well. that will get done when i get off the computer. maybe. i have to do spanish. woo hoo. my favorite class. with mrs. brusotti, also my favorite teacher. *laughs* you got to be kidding me.
wow i am really bored right now. *yawns* la la la la la la la.
oh. before it was so funny caitlin was calling up andrew and annoying the hell out of him and he got really pissed off and called her back and told her to stop calling him on his cell and that his mom was getting pissed off. he told me the same thing too, but i wasn't doing anything. *winks* but his mom was getting mad cause he was wasting the minutes. when i was talking to him i was like i thought you only waste minutes when you talk or call someone, not when someone calls you. then he was like if you pick it up you waste minutes. so then i was like you jackass if you know it's us calling or caitlin calling or something (well he didn't know caitlin was calling she was at dana's house and he doesn't know dana's number) just hang up. i was like duh you fucking moron. and then he was like whatever and he had to go. but then he said don't call me again before he hung up and i was like ok ill call you. and then he said don't and i was like fuck. it was actually kind of funny. or at least thats what me and caitlin thought. and then i called her up after and i talked to her. fun fun.